When everyone is with
their significant others,
When your staying up
late,
And tossing and
turning,
When your wondering
why you still haven’t had
A happily ever after,
When you know your
worth it,
But get played by
your lovers,
Numbness follows,
Coldness piles up,
Statements of pain,
Every word hard to
swallow,
Falling back because
to feel is too much to hold on to,
Easier to avoid it,
Then to commit to,
Trust issues,
False envisions,
Words of no intent,
Hallow before
tomorrow,
Staring at white
walls,
Images of mirage
bliss,
Heart and mind in sync,
To understand that
all lie,
No more tears to cry,
Not interested in
what hides,
Just looking and
hoping,
For someone to bring
the soul back to life,
People pleasing in
the meantime,
Frozen from living
your life,
Identity unknown now,
Even your mirror
image can’t recognize ya,
You won’t lie,
It’s hard at times,
How can you make
yourself happy,
When there’s no longer
happiness that resides….
